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by Fascist Puppeteer

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The Wave (free) 02:47
Leave Again (free) 02:50
It’s late and no one here knows where my mind has been You were on your phone, you’re never alone until the sunrise comes Time is wasting away again And I know it’s time for me to leave again Leave again See all this space, everyone must chose their place Yeah it’s a race But how to know, where you should go Who knows where love will grow? Time is wasting away again And I know it’s time for me to leave again Leave again
Walls Crashing (free) 03:30
When you feel like there’s nothing left And you don’t have the strength And if you ever need a friend You know we could tear this wall to the ground No you don’t have to be afraid No you don’t have to run away It’s alright, I’ll be here right by your side No you don’t have to be alone And you don’t have to grow old on your own
Dreaming of Escape (free) 02:21
I’ve been thinking about leaving So tired of waiting on the rain But I’m breezing, just chillin’ Waiting for my day I’m not foolin’, just burning Going up in smoke today The rain comes pouring down, oh can’t you feel it on your face You want to ask me why? Flood gates have been broken Now I’m floating, dreaming of my escape I’m flying over mountains Come and catch me if you can The day’s been coming now, oh you know it’s brighter than the sun You want to ask me why? … I’ve been thinking about leaving, dreaming of my escape
Rainstorm (free) 03:42
I took a walk in a rainstorm Just to bring me back to you And I focus on the sky light Are you the lightening passing by? I ran to you in a rainstorm Because my heart belongs to you And there’s no one else in the world now To make me feel this way inside We made love in a rainstorm Let our troubles pass us by Release your fears as they fall down Because tomorrow I’ll be there Will you leave me like the rainstorm? Or will you let me stay? Though you and I may not know what comes when it’s gone away I fell in love in a rainstorm and I owe it all to you
Before We Say Goodbye (free) 03:37
Hopped on a big jet plane for the west coast So much to do but somehow, it’s you I want the most Just cruising down the west coast So many faces and places to see but in the in-between I can’t help but think of you and me And what good things could be And then to my surprise when the moonlight hit your eyes I’ve been waiting, now I’m chasing you down the beach Sitting cheek to cheek Soft waves are crashing, this is my last chance to see your eyes Before we say goodbye Can we sit here just a little while? Kiss the breeze for a little while and feel the sand beneath our feet Forget the world for a little while You make me feel just like a little child and you can see Just what you are to me And oh, to my surprise how the moonlight hit your eyes I’ve been waiting for this moment here on a beach Reminding life’s so sweet Soft waves are crashing, and this is my last chance to see your eyes Before we say goodbye, let’s just breathe Just breathe
Reflection (free) 02:53
The Party's Over (free) 03:34
We thought we knew what we were after But the time went too soon Now we’re left on the ground, just a face in the crowd What to pursue, when it feels like the party’s over Remember the song Drink ‘til you feel strong And who cares if we’re wrong? And at the end of the day if you feel like you’ve got something to say I’m just a call away, we’ll make it through everyday When it all comes down will you be around for the sound… Of your dreams in blue? They will follow you So, listen closely for when it all falls down I hope that you’re still around to see the truth And if you’re leaving today but you’re feeling like you should stay In the next go around will you feel like you’ve got nothing to lose? When it all comes down, just a little too soon When it all burns down Will you still be around? We could break all the rules And in your happiness is where you’ll find the truth When it all falls down The love, the pain, the hate, the shame; you’ve only got yourself to blame The party’s over
It's Not Too Late (free) 03:55
We never know when this will end With every moment your fate depends Lost in a dream, everything’s surreal Only to unfold the blood that will spill... Defeat your battles for the day is done Gave what you have and they still need more You pay your price for your contribution There ain’t no hope in a wishing well Can you feel it coming from behind? Too offensive to televise So, have a listen to the whispering wind And find out when your fate begins Heavy plates pulling apart at the ridges Sinking down, drawn to the flame Shear madness in the depths of the winter North and South, energy moves us from within So just incase you missed the warning signs This is your chance to fight to stay alive Don’t want to go out a flame and burn There’s more of living here left to learn No more time for obedience, a chip beneath your fingertips Come back and rise above the pain Pull past the wreckage of yesterday I hope you pray, for what you see might be coming your way It’s not too late, stop digging your grave Don’t forget we were born to be forgiven Forgive yourself, it has to come from within And it’s not too late
Sunset Cruise (free) 03:16
Shit Slow Son (free) 02:40
Shit Son (free) 02:38 video


Greetings fellow music listeners. My name is Brian Ullman. My artist name for these songs being "Fascist Puppeteer." I recently (December 2018) came upon some old "data" CD's of the first 4 songs of this collection. It got me thinking of the possibility of re-mixing these and other old tunes with my current gear and ears. I followed my excitement and searched far and wide for lost files, or songs to put these in one free-to-download spot. After a bit of searching and fun, these are the songs I felt okay with releasing to the public here. A big Thank You to Dreaming Out Loud Records and Bandcamp for their platform. Thank you for your time. I hope one of these has something to offer you. Rock On.


released February 8, 2019

All songs written, performed, and produced by Brian Ullman except:
Nate Pelfrey – Bass Guitar # 1&10
Corey “Pale Ryda” Steele – Vocals & Lyrics # 10
Chris Metcalf – Vocals & Lyrics #10 Vocals #12 & Mixing Engineer #11
Mixed by Brian Ullman
Mastered with LANDR


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