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destine odyssey

from practicing synthesis by fascist puppeteer



The lyrics to this song were mainly inspired from a documentary on Andre’ Segovia; a world-renowned classical guitarist. Though it starts with my father’s professed childhood fears of “Indians and Quicksand”, thus the need for the “Fanner 50” cap guns.


indians and quicksand
a fanner 50 on each arm
dreaming with music
just pieces of wax, plastic and silicon
the life of everyone sensitive to poetry
illusions of ways of expressing the feelings of the heart
leitmotif of my life
architect of air, light and color

white to red, red to black
i had to let go of the idea of you
hope in existence, to set myself free

let the rot settle in
like a fly drawn to shit
full of bereavement
after all, anger is more useful than fear
left thinking to myself, what am I left still doing here?
continuing momentum
building mental fortitude
happy animals swimming about
hypothesis to emergent truth
miracles come to those who deserve
in order to obey his destiny
a full 2lbs of nitrogen
the sound of the soul inside of me


from practicing synthesis, released November 8, 2019
written, performed, produced, and mixed by brian ullman


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